Story of the first “Goddess”
The time is of many years ago. There is an earthquake and existence
of all earthlings is in danger. All most all the creatures died. But after long
suffering for life, somehow very few survived.
These survivors lived together at one place. None can
remember his/her life of before calamity. They started living life with new way,
without prejudices and beliefs. Men and women lived together with animals. They
grew trees which can give them tasty fruits.
There lived one man named Manu, they named as if they want (as
we named our domestic animals), lived with his liked beautiful woman- Rati.
Once, Manu find some ruined heritage at distance of their
living which is not much ruined in calamity. He showed it to others. They came and think together. And they were
come to know, they interpreted that, that place might be the place of
worshipping. There is an antique idol, beautiful with shining eyes and smiling
face, Beautiful than all the people who lived there. The people might worship
the idol as their “super power” at that place. And the idol is of woman “Goddess”
Manu and other people also started to follow the idea of
worshipping the “Goddess”. Not only men but women also started believing in
their super power “Goddess”. They find the answer of their existence through
the arrival of that Goddess. As she is supreme or super power, may be that
Goddess made them – men and women both.
After arrival of “Goddess”, like other men, Manu also
started giving respect to Rati. They became very happy when they are going to
become parents. Manu is very happy for that and his love also increased more,
because he believed that after arrival of their “Goddess” he could get happiness.
But he also confused and thought a lot that, if she is “Goddess”
who made them, then who is her companion? He went to the place of worshipping;
he started observing idol, all the broken walls and surroundings. After keen
observation, he found that, there is sculptor of many figure on walls, the figures
of men, beautiful but ancient and ruined, and not as beautiful as the idol. He thought
that these all men might be Deities and Gods. He understood that they are not
men whom made by “Goddess” like them but they are also God because of their
figures which indicates superiority than human beings. Still, as other people
of that place, have a faith in their super power “Goddess” much.
Time passed, once, Manu shocked to find Rati with another
man. He could not blame Rati because there was no low of marriage or which
says, that one man/woman has to love only one woman/man.
But normal human feelings of jealousy, anger, hate, feeling
of ego or ownership and feeling of to be deceived are raised in him. His respect
was converted into insult; his love was changed into hate for Rati. He could
not accept Rati’s any relation with others. Even after Rati’s defence that, she
has no any relation with to that man as with Manu. And Manu was only her first
love, first man, Manu did not believe in her words because he has faith in his
eyes only. (Because he did not read Othello)
He left away Rati, event he did not accept their child. He left
away home and his legs reached at the place of worshipping. He saw beautiful
idol, all the figures of Deities. He saw the face of Rati in the idol of ‘Goddess”.
He lost his awareness, and started thinking, “may be this Goddess has many men
for her love, may be she deceived her first lover, her first companion as if Rati
did with me. And may be the child was not accepted as I did.”
He thought that, they are those children who are rejected
from their parents because of deceiving and hating. He became conscious, he
pick the idol and destroy it with throwing it to the walls. He could not harm
the walls. He didn’t know, either he was not capable to harm the walls or he
has no wish to harm the figures of deities.
After that, people of that place could not believe in the
Goddess, because idol was lost from them, only figures and belief of deities’ remains.
They started believing in deities in man “God” only. They find the answer of existence
from deities. Thus, men domesticated women and destroyed the first “Goddess”.
For many days we are thinking about the perspective and situation that if the God is woman. This story reflects the situation of woman God in general world. This fantasy story raise one
important question that, if we transform the gender, if woman God is creator, can
we accept her as ‘creator’ and not a ‘mother’?